coming of meaning - Posted on 2018-06-04 by Darrel Kidd

I was very little when i was facinated by music, i would say around 5 or 6 years of age. What made me realized i liked it so much was that i didn't care who saw me dancing or singing along to all the songs my parents had. I kept listening to new music and never wanted to stop, it was at that young of an age i knew somewhere deep down i had a passion for music. 

Many people played a huge roll in my life into the man i was soon to become, well in reality many people played a roll into the teenager i was about to become. To turn a depressing story brighter, i learned all the things of what not to do with my future children. But one thing that my family taught me more than anything was that i didn't need them to stand on my own. But as a kid i wanted to run before i could walk, which is what exactly happened. I remember failing over and over again on the deciding aspect of life. Where can i go, what can i do, where is my place in this world? So in dumb times i turned to not so wise choices to help fight time until i could figure it out. 

It occured to me early in years but after teenage years, that it wasnt a phase or something i could shake. Music, more in details the computer or technology side of things was what drove me. Learning what sounds good, what happens when something is muffled, destorted, clear, high pitched, all these things amazed my mind. I couldn't rest, i couldn't keep my mouth closed to what all i was learning and what i wanted to get done in a short amount of time. I'm not saying all of you will find your passion at that early of an age, but i can say that you all already know what your passion is.