I just finished chapter 4 and got a D. I'm sorely upset. I've gotten B's so far, and aced almost every chapter review with one or two misses here and there. There are words I won't use here that can't begin to describe how this is affecting me. The real battle is that this is always the part where I start doubting and give up. I've never been the most confident or hopeful person, thanks to the way life has been. But this year has seen changes in me and thanks to Recording Connection, Ira Parker and his crew at Maximus Studios, and other habits I'm creating for myself (good ones) I am on a better road. This time it's different. This will not stop me. I am going to have to try harder than I already am, and I will.
In other news, I met a guy who goes by the name, "View." He works with Ira at Maximus and was kind enough to lend me his time in the midst of Ira's busy schedule as well as a crisis at the studio that demanded Ira's attention. Ira and I have had great convo's here lately. He's up to something huge and I want to be a part of it, and he knows that. D's suck so bad, but "what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger."